sorry sayang~

i am soo sorry
what i did was wrong
i would never ever do anything like that ever again
i need u dean :'(
i dont know what i would do if i lost u
i will do anything to gain your forgiveness
i am truly sorry my sayang! =(
really miss you damn much naseeruddin! :'(
please realize that i LOVE u
and i need you dear 


p/s: sara,thnxs help me for dis becoming monthly annvrsry~ :D

damn!

i was so damn sad today

everything seems so dull and dark

like im in a hole there s no way out

breathless :'(

i dont like this

pleaseee

im tired! im sick! im hurt!

i need the support to go through my life

now and after this

where are you dear?

never let me alone

please promise to me baby :'(

hurm :'(

currently back from clinic at kajang
my migrain mkin teruk! DAMN!
thats why la hari ni aku baring jer atas katil
sangat2 penat! xlarat! no mood! grrr..dislike this
by the way
thanxs to sarah because her excuses to dat shit doctor!
if not..i stay at hospital kajang la dis nyte WTH!
so wish me get better soon k


i miss my dean so much
i need you dear :'(
where are you right now?
btw, take care my sayang! 
take your time to trust me
dont know how to convince you anymore :"(
u re da only one in my heart
 and never leave me alone dear :(

explode

OMG....!! had a very very very bad headache

again..again and again

DAMN HURT!

feel like wanna die

and i only cant slept at 5 a.m last night..arghh

but still feel the pain now! help :-(

plzzz..get the pain off my head!! hurts so bad :'(

24sept

yes i know

we are in war lately

but please dont treat me like this

gimme some times to be with you dear

i need you

miss u so much dean

i love you with all my heart :)